Deathbed experiences and meaning-making: Perspectives of family caregivers of patients who received cancer palliative care.

Objectives: The deathbed symbolizes a time when the patient is dangerously ill and where death is imminent. The memories of family caregivers during this time can potentially shape their meaning-making of the patient's death and bereavement adjustment. We aimed to understand the experiences of family caregivers at the deathbed of patients receiving palliative care. We also examined caregiver's meaning-making that occurred after the patient's death.

Methods: In this retrospective qualitative study, family caregivers of cancer patients who received palliative care in Singapore were recruited through purposive sampling. In-person, semi-structured interviews were individually conducted with study participants to understand their experiences from a caregiver's perspective before and after the death of the patient. Thematic content analysis method was conducted.

Results: A total of 25 bereaved family caregivers were interviewed, with spouses, adult children, and others comprising one-third each of the sample. Six themes emerged from caregivers' recollected experiences around the patient deathbed: Lasting image of the patient, A time of intense emotions, Healthcare providers prepare caregivers, A time for saying goodbye, Rituals provide comfort, and Impact on family ties. Four themes emerged surrounding post-loss meaning-making: An end to the pain and suffering, "Have I done enough?," Significance in the timing of events, and Gaining strength and personal growth.

Significance of results: The deathbed is a salient time for family caregivers as they prepare for patient's death. There are opportunities to provide support to the family based on the study findings.