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Wade (bio) </li> </ul> <h2>BLESSED</h2> <p><span>She considers herself blessed</span><span>that she still has a job when</span><span>so many people in our neighborhood</span><span>have none.</span></p> <p><span>Rising in the morning before we wake,</span><span>she bakes biscuits, fries salt pork,</span><span>and sits out butter and canned preserves</span><span>atop the oil-clothed tabletop her daddy made,</span><span>her soul sorrowful at the thought of not sharing</span><span>the breakfast she has made for us, with us.</span></p> <p><span>Placing a kiss on each of our heads before closing</span><span>the door behind her, she hums a mournful hymn</span><span>from someplace deep in her belly.</span></p> <p><span>She considers herself blessed</span><span>that she is able to walk to work</span><span>using her own two feet, saving the $2.00 bus fare</span><span>she tucks away in the rusted Maxwell House coffee can</span><span>concealed beneath the gingham headscarf</span><span>at the bottom of the midnight-blue overnight case</span><span>buried in the back of the closet.</span></p> <p><span>It is the nest egg, our emergency money,</span><span>payment to the Insurance Man</span><span>who visits every third Saturday of the month</span><span>like clockwork to collect payment</span><span>for the Life Insurance Policy.</span><span>She hopes she will be blessed,</span><span>never to have to use it. <strong>[End Page 123]</strong></span></p> <p><span>She considers herself blessed that she has inherited</span><span>the constitution of her mother and the fearlessness</span><span>of her mother before her but smart enough</span><span>to know her place, and wise enough</span><span>to not get above her raisin.</span></p> <p><span>Her head lowered; she places her pride</span><span>in the pocket of her apron for safe keeping,</span><span>her eyes focused on the peripheral.</span><span>She waits for permission to breathe,</span><span>think,</span><span>speak.</span></p> <p><span>She considers herself blessed</span><span>that she still has a job when</span><span>so many people in our neighborhood</span><span>have none. <strong>[End Page 124]</strong></span></p> <h2>FROM A WRINKLE</h2> <p><span>from a wrinkle a profound</span><span>historical memory</span><span>rises high above the mountains of blue ridge</span></p> <p><span> a cobalt triumph sky</span><span> counteracts the sun laced in saffron</span><span> threads and cumulus clouds</span></p> <p><span>the smell of Appalachian pine and oak trees</span><span> metaphorically rich</span><span> benevolent and timeless</span><span>record a sacred narrative</span><span>tattooed on bark, branch, and ancient trunk</span></p> <p><span>the earth copper warm</span><span>lush and green</span><span>swaddled in gossamer mist</span><span>lies still and unbroken</span></p> <p><span>red dust road intrudes on the future</span><span>haunting my footprint</span><span>while</span><span>fragmented symbols of translation</span><span>formidable adversaries</span><span>covet my narrative</span><span>without my permission <strong>[End Page 125]</strong></span></p> E.J. Wade <p><strong>E. J. WADE</strong> is poet whose work has been published in the <em>Anthology of Appalachian Writers, Women Speak</em> (Vols. 8 & 9), <em>New Ohio Review</em>, and <em>Salvation South</em>. Literary editor for the <em>Anthology of Appalachian Writers</em>, she is a three-time Pushcart Award nominee. Wade is pursuing a doctorate of Disability and Equity in Education from National Louis University focusing on the silencing, exclusion, and invisibility of African American Women with disabilities. 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Blessed, and: From a Wrinkle
In lieu of an abstract, here is a brief excerpt of the content:
Blessed, and: From a Wrinkle E.J. Wade (bio) BLESSED She considers herself blessed that she still has a job when so many people in our neighborhood have none.
Rising in the morning before we wake, she bakes biscuits, fries salt pork, and sits out butter and canned preserves atop the oil-clothed tabletop her daddy made, her soul sorrowful at the thought of not sharing the breakfast she has made for us, with us.
Placing a kiss on each of our heads before closing the door behind her, she hums a mournful hymn from someplace deep in her belly.
She considers herself blessed that she is able to walk to work using her own two feet, saving the $2.00 bus fare she tucks away in the rusted Maxwell House coffee can concealed beneath the gingham headscarf at the bottom of the midnight-blue overnight case buried in the back of the closet.
It is the nest egg, our emergency money, payment to the Insurance Man who visits every third Saturday of the month like clockwork to collect payment for the Life Insurance Policy. She hopes she will be blessed, never to have to use it. [End Page 123]
She considers herself blessed that she has inherited the constitution of her mother and the fearlessness of her mother before her but smart enough to know her place, and wise enough to not get above her raisin.
Her head lowered; she places her pride in the pocket of her apron for safe keeping, her eyes focused on the peripheral. She waits for permission to breathe, think, speak.
She considers herself blessed that she still has a job when so many people in our neighborhood have none. [End Page 124]
FROM A WRINKLE from a wrinkle a profound historical memory rises high above the mountains of blue ridge
a cobalt triumph sky counteracts the sun laced in saffron threads and cumulus clouds
the smell of Appalachian pine and oak trees metaphorically rich benevolent and timeless record a sacred narrative tattooed on bark, branch, and ancient trunk
the earth copper warm lush and green swaddled in gossamer mist lies still and unbroken
red dust road intrudes on the future haunting my footprint while fragmented symbols of translation formidable adversaries covet my narrative without my permission [End Page 125]
E.J. Wade
E. J. WADE is poet whose work has been published in the Anthology of Appalachian Writers, Women Speak (Vols. 8 & 9), New Ohio Review , and Salvation South . Literary editor for the Anthology of Appalachian Writers , she is a three-time Pushcart Award nominee. Wade is pursuing a doctorate of Disability and Equity in Education from National Louis University focusing on the silencing, exclusion, and invisibility of African American Women with disabilities. She holds an M.A. in Appalachian Studies from Shepherd University and an M.A. in Creative Media Practices from the University of The West of Scotland.
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